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Tuesday, August 25, 2015

Kayaks on the Bay of Fundy


We spent a day wandering near Fundy Park
While lunching at a picnic table 
near the Molly Kool Centre in Alma, NB
we watched a "how-to" lesson on kayaking, 
across the river from us.


After they got into the kayaks, 
they had to stay close to shore 
and learn left-turn, right-turn.


This is the building where they first learned 
to work life jackets and paddles.


It took some time to get organized, to make sure everyone was comfortable, could paddle, 
could stay in the kayak.


They were supposed to line up single file to exit into the Bay. 
Not everyone understood the concept of single file.


Eventually, they were one behind the other ... nearly.


We left as the cluster of kayaks sat in the foggy 
Bay of Fundy, waiting for the stragglers.

I hope they had fun and made it back safely.


Photos are mine. Words in coloured print will take you to another site for more information, if you click on them.

Sunday, March 3, 2013

On the Right Track

 
 
On the Right Track
 
Writing is hard, harder than usual.
 
Most of the time, my mind composes lines of poetry and creates fragments of stories no matter what else is happening around me.  I carry a small notepad and a pencil everywhere I go, to capture thoughts, observations, conversations and phrases.  At home, notebooks and pens lie scattered, ready for words.  Most of the time, my mind flows with writing.
But writing is harder than usual because I’ve been ill, had surgery, radiation and an accompanying depression.  These new and nasty experiences are behind me now.  Yet they remain close enough to influence how well my mind works.
This “how well” part isn’t working so well.  I loathe feeling so slow and so stupid, like swimming blind through a river of slush.  My clarity is improving but at the pace of an icicle melting in winter.  I attempt to write each day; the output comes in drips.
To journey through recovery is to wander in a fog of weariness where thoughts and images flicker at a distance, indistinct and muffled.  I reach for them and they retreat.  I can’t bring them to the page.  Some days the fog smothers my way and I am lost.  I can’t write a thing.
I’m told this is normal.  Gosh!  It's not comforting.  I’m finished my treatments, done with the meds and I want to be well.   What my mind wants doesn’t matter; what my body wants does.
I am weary.  I rest.  I sleep.  I am awake and energetic in short bursts, then I am weary again.  Am I improving?  Yes.  Are there longer periods of energy?  Yes.  Will I return to myself?  Yes…eventually.  I am on the right track.
I am grateful for early diagnosis, for medical care, for survival.  I am thankful for moments when mind-fuddle clears, when I can write, when I glimpse feeling at home within myself.
But, I’ll be delighted as a four-year old in new rubber boots on the first puddle-filled day of spring when my mind sheds this fog and this weariness.
Until I can embrace my writing with all of myself, with every bit of myself...until then, I am on the right track...frustration on one side and patience on the other.
 
Words and photo are copyright © Carol Steel.
 

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Writing in the Dark and Fog



A face peeks around the door,
“You’re up early.”
“I had to get up,” I sigh.
“Words?” you grin.
“Yes, words. I had to let them out.
Words were kicking on the doors of dream
and wouldn’t wait ‘til daybreak.
They wanted out—
insisted.
(They think themselves, so important.)
Why do these tyrants disappear,
when my pen comes out?”

When I say that I write poetry, I hear—
Poetry is a hard sell.  You’ll never make any money at it.
Poetry is annoying to read.  I don’t understand it.
Poetry isn’t real writing like stories or articles or journalism, it just comes to you.  You don’t have to do revisions and research like real writers.
These are not encouraging or supportive statements.  They are also wrong.
Selling poetry depends upon the ability of the writer and on the available markets.  It depends upon the marketing skills of the writer or the agent and upon the whims of the time.  Vampire poetry might sell more quickly now, than nature poetry.
Is poetry annoying to read?  It depends upon what the reader seeks to gain from reading.  Is poetry more than what appears on the surface?  Is that “more” something that requires a second or third look?  Yes.  Poetry defines something familiar and concrete in a fresh way that elicits feelings and offers meaning below the surface of the words.   Naomi Shihab Nye says about poetry, “As you rub these words together, they spark and whole new combinations happen.”
Poetry is not something that flies by and drops itself whole and perfect onto the page.  There is art and craft and talent and dozens, sometimes hundreds of revisions to achieve a piece of writing worth sharing.  As for anyone perfecting a craft, a carpenter, an engineer, a hair stylist, a scientist, a painter, a justice advocate, the craft requires honing skills and doing research and work, yes...work.   The work demands dedication to learning, and to the passion inside the heart that calls out to the world to be heard, to be seen, to be known, to be shared and to make a difference. 

Reading poetry is like being in fog.  You perceive the world as limited, wrapped in grey mist.  The sun rises and burns off the fog.  You see there is another world under the veil of dampness, a world you couldn’t see before, but a world that was always there, waiting for you.  You feel surprise and gladness.  It is stunning, simple.  Poetry lifts the veil and captures that moment when something fresh reveals itself.
Writing poetry means working with what kicks at the doors of dreams, means wrestling with the relentlessness of truth, to craft words that lift the veils in our lives.



The photos are mine.  If you want to learn about Naomi Shihab Nye,
click on her name above in coloured print. 
You will go to another website with additional information.

Friday, February 3, 2012

Tidal Fog


Fog hangs.
A sliver of lights
winks and shines
above the surface of the river.

The tide comes in.
The mist grows,
sinks to the river and rises
creeping over the marsh.
The city disappears.

Swallowed by fog,
my world ends--
at the bottom
of the street.

And later
presents itself
like a magician's trick.

Photo is mine.